a little change of perspective

Today I am extra thankful for my hubby. To be honest, I have been down a little bit lately, wishing that we had some extra money. (I hate finances with everything in me!) It is so easy for us to wish for things that we don't need, instead of being content with what God gives us. He always provided in the past and still does in the present. He gives his children what they need, not necessarily what they always want. I have been wanting to splurge on great Christmas presents for everyone, things for the house, money to take Jonelle to Disney, special things for the youth, etc. But God has us in a place right now where we live pay check to pay check and don't have a lot of "extra." And Jay helped me to realize today that THAT'S OK! If I always had extra and everything that I wanted, it would take away my need and dependence on the Lord. I wouldn't look to Him like I should, because I am so busy being happy and satisfied with all my "stuff."

Our JOY is found in the Lord, not on things of this World. Things will come and go, but Our Father is always here. He promises to never leave us or forsake us. He knows our weaknesses and what we can handle. He brings us through trials to strengthen our FAITH. And by the way...who am I to say, "Thanks God for all you have given me, but hey..I still want more." I think that saddens the heart of the Lord. And Jay graciously reminded me that we can be thankful during these times because it is drawing us closer to the heart of God and we are learning what it really means to depend on Him for everything. One of the many reasons why I love my man. He always has such a great attitude! Humbles me all the time.

1 John 2:17 

"The world and everything that people want in it are passing away, but the person who does what God wants lives forever."

And I'm thankful for this little one- she keeps us laughing everyday (as you can tell!)

The joy in the little things for a toddler :)